In my 45 years on earth, I've had such a wonderful set of experiences. Divorced parents at 5 and enduring 7 marriages (parents) is how I started out in life. I lost my first child at birth and my last child of 4 was born with complex heart defects. She triumphed through 4 heart surgeries like a champ. I've had a rocky marriage but managed to stay married for 20 years.
Financially it's been a roller coaster ride from abundance to trying to stretch the last $20 in my wallet over 7 days. I've had cars repo'd at the worse possible times and wondered why? Why me?
I'm retrospect, I love every minute of it.
You see, I realize that each adverse event brought value to my life. Sometimes it was to teach me love and compassion. Other times it was spirit pushing me to change directions. When you finally get to the point when you realize that spirit is always with you, you learn to look for the ques. "Turn here" it says. Your ego says "but that's the long way home." But you turn anyway and because you did, you stopped in at that vietnamese restaurant you have not been to in years and met a friend that was going through a loss in his family and you spend a couple of hours praying and crying together. You learned a little about love and compassion today.
You lose that not so fun but high paying job that gave you so much security and for a moment, your world feels like it's crumbling. In your search, you run out of money and now you're really stressed. You pray for relief and it doesn't seem to come You finally land a job and discover your true life's passion.
Your 7 Yr old baby girl is on the operating table for 10 hours in a grueling open chest procedure and for ten hours you cannot stop begging God to have mercy on your little angle. "Why God? Why me? Why us?" The doc comes out of the OR to tell you that it was a success and you break down in tears. Why you? Your little angle made a small sacrifice to bring you closer to God. Why? What is your future role in the world?
The spirit is always with you and it is responsible for guiding you. How it guides you is not always comfortable but it's always the best path to your lesson. Having said that, there is no bad experience. When you stop judging the events in your life as good and bad and trust spirit, you always end up where you need to be if you quiet your mind and listen.
Yeah ok Scot, so what's your point?
Post RV, you may find yourself judging other people's experiences as bad and east to take it upon yourself to go fix it for them. Be careful and use the highest of discernment so as to not hinder their lessons. If a lesson isn't learned and money is merely thrown at it, the money will soon escape their possession because they simply aren't in vibrational alignment with the abundance that you are trying to force feed them.
If you look at this event as a spiritual awakening or an ascension of sorts, focus on developing and teaching others how to forgive themselves, forgive others and to love themselves and their fellow man and lastly how to feel WORTHY of universal abundance. The money will give you the TIME you need to take on your new teaching role.
Like it or not, YOU are the new teachers in this new reality. Let's drop the old energies and move forward in love and light.
Thank you for sharing Big Bewdah Scot. It seems all of us lightworkers have had to go through our trials by fire. Our experience of pain and poverty give us compassion when viewing those who will see us after our blessings arrive. You are worthy of this blessing. Be the highest vision of yourself and enjoy your beingness. We shall be glorious.
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